Tuesday, May 31, 2011

the adjustment bureau

um, i think that is the name of a recent movie that i really wanted to see....but, well never did because we have a baby and stuff going on :)   actually quite a bit of stuff.  i was trying to think of a way to break all that stuff down for everyone.....and have decided not to even try :)  we moved----west!  and if you know us then you know where, and if you don't, then you probably shouldn't be interested anyway (my attempt to keep creepy people away).  AND now we are adjusting, which gives me a very good excuse to to be somewhat negligent of our lovely little blog lately, which has also been adjusted as you now well know :)  time to make some changes--for the better :)  i was going to post pre,during,and post move but decided not to because of all the emotions flipping and cartwheeling through my bitty brain, and was glad that i didn't because i probably would have written something pretty sappy/pathetic and it would have sounded probably a lot like this:

so we are here now!  everyone has been more than awesome with helping us out/offering encouragement and we most definitely appreciate it.  moving is difficult to do and i couldn't imagine doing it without the great support system that we have.  austin started his first day of work today!  i packed him a surprise lunch in a sweet, old-school batman lunch pail that i snagged before leaving.  and then, as it turned out, he was able to come home for lunch (play above video again).  ah well, it was fun and i wanted to make him laugh so he wouldn't be as nervous.
henry is doing okay, he actually slept through the night last night!!!  he hasn't done that in several weeks since we started boxing things up and moving stuff around. he hardly napped too, so he would often have what i like to call "wack attacks" from being sleep deprived.  i think the whole moving thing really threw him for a loop because he was starting to recognize and feel a sense of "home" where we were, and then everything that was familiar to him began to disappear.  i felt pretty bad about it, but he will learn to love his new surroundings.  in fact we went for a wagon ride and checked out the new park today and he loved it :)      
i am on the job hunt and have sent out some applications.  of course, i would really love a job that requires the masters degree i worked so hard to complete....but we will see.  i am trying my very best to be patient, but i'm really not good at waiting around for stuff like this...and i really hope i get one of the jobs that i applied for because i would sooo love it, but i am not going to tell you what it is in case i jinx myself or something.  in the meantime just know that this is playing over and over in my head in regards to the whole unemployment situation:
weird right?  so i feel i might need to explain this some so i will, this scene is from the movie "Land of the Lost" in which they spoof the musical "A Chorus Line" throughout... the name of the song is "I hope I get it"......get it?   :)
nothing like a short clip from a movie making fun of a favorite musical to express how you truly feel :)

  AND here are some random images of henry playing with playdough for your enjoyment :)  this is before we left and i needed to get things done/packed, and henry was so good at unpacking things as i packed them....so i got him some playdough as a distraction....and it may have distracted me as well :)
henry especially loooved when i made him some sesame street characters-haha he was so funny with them
he was pretty good about not squishing elmo's face.
until he wasn't.
i am sure that elmo's face would serve as a great metaphor for something right now....perhaps for how austin and i felt when henry wasn't sleeping at night?  :)

ps--for those interested, today is also austin and my third wedding anniversary :)  i could go on and say something like, my how the years have flown by......but i won't...unless...i just did...i guess :)

pss--it is totally going to irk my dad that i began this post with "um"  hi dad!

  

Monday, May 9, 2011

the great graduationing

this past saturday my brother and i graduated from sdsu.  he graduated with a BS (so of course we have to joke about that one right?)  and will be applying to med school, and i graduated with an MA in English....finally!  I would NEVER have been able to pull it off without the constant support of my family--especially Austin, who was really encouraging the whole way.  I am not kidding or just trying to thank people in a nice way.  I seriously would not have graduated if it weren't for him!  Soooooo we did it!  Its kind of a bittersweet moment because in my heart of nerdy hearts i would go on being a student forever if i could!  Also, I did get a little teary-eyed a few times throughout the day, especially when I walked in during the processional to see Austin beaming at me from the crowd while holding henry in his lap.  Like i told my mom, i would never have guessed that when i began grad school, i would have my 1 and 1/2 year old son at my graduation--how life changes!

why is this photo sub-standard?  i took it of the big screen because i could only see george's back from where i was sitting and wanted to see if i could get his face.  well i think i got his face all right....but maybe not the nice detail of a facial expression....
that's more like it! yay george--you rock.
 how come i am not in this sweet photo!  okay, i am going to interject something here that is really going to embarrass my mom, but sorry mom, i can't help it.  my parents just had their youngest child graduate college this weekend......and do they look like they are old enough for that?  seriously....i am crossing my fingers that i got those genes.  
 congrats george!

THEN it was my turn.  the graduations were so large that they had to have two separate ones.  i think george graduated with close to 1000 and i was with about 500 maybe.  otherwise it would have taken forever, and there is no way that henry would have been able to sit through all of that!  so austin made sure he took a good nap before joining the family for my ceremony, my mom-in-law, deb, also made it!

see, don't i look so smart?  thanks austin for capturing this
 walking by and smiling at henry....who does NOT know what to think. pretty sure he recognized my face, but the fact that i was dressed like a bazillion other people in the room kind of threw him for a loop :)
all decked out in his jackrabbit gear of course!
 yay!  wouldn't have done it without my boys!
 after the ceremony, we went back to my parents for some good food and enjoyed the nice weather outside.  but first we opened our gifts from our parents.  they got us each a gameboy.  hahahaha!  (i think it was a month or two ago when we were all able to get together for a family dinner and somehow we got on the subject of rummage sales and how mom gave mine and george's gameboys away when we were little at a rummage sale.  and, of course, we complained about how awesome it would be if only we still had our gameboys and were able to play tetris old-school style.)  i about died when i saw what was in the bag :)  
 and since we had to return our robes (that's right, i won't even tell you the ridiculous amount of money i had to pay to rent my graduation robe...i thought that it belonged to me after all that!  and then after the ceremony they wanted them back!)  we decided that we at least needed at pic in our caps together.  i don't know what i like more about this photo, the fact that i posed so decorously by holding onto one corner of my mortarboard, or the tractor in the background....or that george seems uncomfortable.  
 winning.


ps--for regular blog readers, i thought i would make this quick little addition/explanation.  YES, i graduated with an MA in English, and YES i often write fragments and rarely capitalize the appropriate letters etc...  I promise, I know how to write and write well.  In fact, my husband would tell you that I can be quite a grammar nerd at times....maybe even to the point of being annoying.  so why are my blog posts the way there are?  because i simply prefer the way lower-case letters look.  think of it as a stylistic handwriting choice, just typed......i know its weird.  like they say, though, once you know the rules, you are free to break them within reason, and i believe that inexplicable aesthetic appeal is good enough reason for me :)